Leili Florence Besharat
Maletrope
 
On the road towards
Vang Vieng,
I dream of carpet- covered snails
laying in grasses of Persian lime
while, outside the padded walls of sleep,
we graze the carcass of an overturned bus.
An arsonist's dream,
riddled with bullet holes and half-
set aflame.
I sleep through all of this
and well,
the scrape of metal
entering my dream
as the high- pitched
scream
of the cook
counting the snails.
When I finally
wake up,
the boy next to me
whispers in Laos,
reaching down to touch
the hem of my skirt.
In my broken translation
it comes
seven baby so gone.
I learn that seven children
died in a rebel attack
only days ago.
The words of the bus driver
we pass into the safety now
make me sick with the peculiar relief
of a benediction read backwards.
And now the dream of a few moments ago
takes its sepia tones.
Adjusts to a later premonition.
The open wound of muscle writhing
blithely unaware
into its acid pulp.


Leili Florence Besharat is a traveler, writer and teacher. She is the recipient of a Fulbright Memorial Fund Fellowship as well as a MacDowell Colony Fellowship. Her work has appeared in Suskera, PoetrySuperHighway, Fabula and Rio: A Literary Journal, as well as others. She currently lives in northern Thailand.  email: Leili Besharat
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