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Jessy Randall
Dream of Rod

I dreamed of you again, Rod -- you were
younger, like in high school, when I never
knew you; you looked like a yearbook
picture. We were in a ballroom, a huge room
with a chandelier and you were being a jerk
and I told you so. You said "I guess you
don’t like me very much"; you were laughing
and I started to cry because you were so wrong.
We were sitting on the sides and then suddenly
we were naked in the middle of the floor;
we were having sex in front of everyone
but no one was there. You came like cake batter
on my face, my neck, my stomach and my arms,
and I went away and washed it off. It was bitter
but I didn't care and there in the mirror my arms
were all scratched. I was bleeding and how
happy this made me because for three weeks
I had proof: I could remember you.

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Jessy Randall is Curator of Special Collections at Colorado College. Her poems have appeared in Antietam Review, Mudfish, and Painted Bride Quarterly. Her online chapbook, Dorothy Surrenders, is at 2river.org; her paper chapbook, Slumber Party at the Aquarium, is available from Unicorn Press.  Visit her  website.