Mark Nickels
Spell The Fourth
I
shudder to think what happens around here when all the people are gone
at night. There’s the mahogany balustrade just sitting
there. The corridors go on and on, mirrored at the far end. This
spell is related to the sensation one gets when one is almost finished
writing something under a deadline, or threading a needle, or soldering
a motherboard. It sadly commenced in the last moments of a man
working in a caisson under the river. It was only an instant, before
the kaleidoscope in his mind froze and remained fixed forever. A
variant happens when entering a meadow in a vast, flat country, clouds
leaning over you. If often activates the instant someone leaves the
room and you imagine the scene just after the pant leg or shoe
disappears around the corner. Dust motes. Little echoes of movement in
his glass of licorice tea. But there is an unbearable tenderness
to nurseries, where faces we’d rather not see in the first place
are too modest to appear in the window once we have left. They
might appear if there is a pie there, cooling on the sill. But the last
pie left cooling on a sill was a long time ago and was in itself not
worth remembering. I remember hearing you whistle something
sweet and mysterious in a large room in a cloister. There was an
eternal Saturday feeling, a journey feeling. You smiled through your
fatigue and thought of hemlock, music stands, rakes and
psalteries. This was the day we began noticing ears of different
sorts on people, and once beginning this it is perilously hard to stop.
No one said, what are you looking at, but they came close, and might
have said something had we worn even one item in teal. We didn’t
really eat open faced sandwiches when I was growing up. Imagine eating
a Janus faced sandwich. I wouldn’t want to eat a po faced
sandwich. And the moment I said this, the spell was broken, and these
sensations would never bother you again. It always happens when someone
says something never once said before. Believe me; these things are
kept track of.
Spell the Fourth
is from a collection, almost finished, called The Grimoire, begun in
early '06. The idea came from a recently rediscovered piece,
written long ago, in about 1991. None of that text appears in the new
work; only the concept remains. While these poems pay only the most
casual lip service to the conventions of spells, they
speculate…if only by being so labled... on the conceivable
agency of a poem, where that agency begins and ends. It suits me to
think that they are a sort of groping, in their loopy way, to an
ever-receding unified theory of everything.
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d | Mark Nickels published his first book, Cicada, in 2000 with Rattapallax Press. His work has appeared in past years in Asylum, Barrow Street, Rattapallax, the USC Anthology, Literal Latte and
other publications. In 2002 he won the Ann Stafford Poetry Prize from
USC, judged by Yusef Komunyakaa. He lives in New York City.
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