Poems Niederngasse

Valerie Fox

In the front seat


There was a whole line of cars trying to get through.
I had something under a blanket in my front seat.
They let me through and I was some kind of hero.
Does this ever happen to you?
It was a kind of checkpoint.

There were stacks of paper everywhere,
and this was before xerox. There were imploring letters
from people I'd entirely forgotten.
Even reading the letters doesn't enlighten me.

In this one box I found the cold memory of whiskey
in the concert parking lot, drinking a lot
and being questioned by cops.
In another one I was running down a darkening mountain
through dense woods
I thought I was going to die

but that was okay. I thought I had enemies. I had enemies.
Today I mingle with people on the train.
There are times when you have to tell a story so
I tell one, leaving out the names and dates
and you get to the part about something under
a blanket and everything makes sense.

Valerie Fox's new book of poems, A Voyeur's Handbook, is forthcoming from Strawgate Press. She's published in numerous magazines, including West Branch, Painted Bride Quarterly, and Hanging Loose. She teaches English at Drexel University in Philadelphia, PA.   email: V.Fox